all moved over!
well I’ve finished transferring from the old site! Thanks to my-diary.org for their free blog services, it was a great little place to get started. =)
along the way, I also poured through some entries on my main diary, and found some where I wrote about my struggles, so I included those in here and backdated them to their correct dates. I will be looking more extensively for old entries to possibly add in here as well, and I know I have at least a few pictures from the last year, kicking around on my hard drive somewhere. I think I am brave enough to share them!
My new friend, Michael stopped by to see me again yesterday. He came in to do some shopping.. wearing the same cap as before. He came in through the front door and smiled, and pointed at his head, nodding at me. I was standing at my work computer, facing the front door, trying to figure out a confusing new program we’d just upgraded to, and, as I’ve often done at work, I was twirling some of my hair and pulling it out, this time it was in the front. (The front/crown is where it feels reeeeally good for me and is one of the most satisfying areas to pull from.) The rest of my scalp is pretty much bare besides the stuff at the front now, which, since my relapse recently, I have been picking at regularly again. (thank god I’m going back to see Arthur tomorrow!)
Luckily, I think most of my co-workers have not noticed this behavior, because I’ve certainly gone to town with it plenty of times, and for several hours straight when I have been particularly stressed out! I’m always having to clean up my work area around me before I leave for the day, so that no one will find all the stray hairs laying around…
anyways, we chatted for a few minutes, he said he hoped I wasn’t embarrassed, and I said, “nah… most people don’t even notice it.” I wasn’t embarrassed with another trichster seeing me pull. 
well this has all taken several hours, and it’s past midnight now! I’ve gotta get ready for sleep soon, so I can go back to work tomorrow. Good night!
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