starting to heal
yesterday, after spending my usual 20 minutes of buzzing my hair off, I inspected my entire head using the second mirror that I have specifically for this purpose….
I was happy, relieved, excited to see that the areas on the sides are almost looking normal again! of course it didn’t look very normal until I cut the hair short again, which means that it’s just now starting to fill in. After going back and checking my previous entries, I saw that I had pulled from the sides (near my ears) at the beginning of November. which means it’s been about 3.5 months ….
the spot on the left front side of my forehead hasn’t filled in yet though, and I did that area just before the ones on the sides. bleh…… and of course, all of the damage on the top of my crown is still really bad. if it grows back around the same rate as the stuff on the sides though, that means in another month or maybe 2… it should be looking ok!! I hope……
and I’m going to keep shaving it until it’s all completely even then… and try to start from there…… I hope that I can do it…..but right now I’m just eagerly awaiting my hair to fill in… this waiting is so awful… it’s so hard to hide your whole head from people for 3-5 months at a fuckin time!! I need to start using that lamp again every day like I was before, I’m sure that would help a lot. I just need to find a better spot to put it in. There doesnt seem to be a good place to put it right now that will let me sit comfortably for the 12 minutes at a time that I need to be in front of it… hmm I think I’ll figure out a better spot for that tomorrow…..
nite
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