update
I have been doing fine since the last post, several pull-free days, but I’ve also been hanging out with my boyfriend for all of those days. I noticed my hand idly searching around on my crown a few times last night while we were in bed watching tv, and if he hadn’t been there, I’m sure I would have been pulling. he’ll be around today but starting tomorrow I won’t see him for awhile.
I’m seeing my extensionist on Saturday, hopefully I can make it until then without pulling any more. I definetely need to dye my grays again, I saw lots of white when I looked in the mirror earlier to clip my extensions up around the side of my head to cover up my bald patches.
I’ve been feeling extremely self-concious this last couple of weeks since I did that last round of major damage; it’s pretty impossible to cover all of it now, and even when I clip the strands of hair up, they shift around really easily after an hour or two, since there’s no hair underneath to anchor the clips too. I’ve noticed people looking at the back of my head sometimes =/
oh well.. that’s it for this update.