yay summer =)
it’s so nice out today. I rode my bike to get some coffee. I didn’t bother to put anything on my head to cover it. I always try to make a point not to, when I’m going outside to do errands and such, because it’s very good to have the sun shining on the bad spots. I live in a suburb so there are usually other people out and about, but not tons, so I don’t mind passing by them on the sidewalk. When you pass by someone like that, they don’t even have the time to notice you might have half of your hair missing in the back, so why worry about it? I usually carry a bandana with me though, so that when I actually get inside someplace where you have to be closer to people, I can put it on, if I want to. Days like today though, I just it all kinda fly out, right now it’s multicolored from me bleaching it when I got the extensions. so I have brown/yellowish patches of hair flying around in all sorts of directions, and then I have like 2 or 3 of the extensions that are still attached just kinda hangin’ out on top of my head. so… it looks kinda weird and funky to begin with! (I mean that in a positive way). So, despite the large amount of bare skin showing, I think people usually just notice that my entire hairstyle is …unaverage, and they don’t pay as much attention to the bald spots as you would think they would.
In fact, I have rarely noticed ANYONE look at my hair for very long, usually they just look once for a few seconds and go about their business.
If they do stare well then screw them! Like I said, I have never really noticed anyone doing this, but if I did I would ask them wtf their problem is. My advice to others (with girls it’s easier to do weird shit with your hair obviously, but if you’re a younger male you can do the same) is to do something fun and different with your hair despite the bald spots you might have. That in itself will help to disguise the bald spots and you will feel less self-concious about it. Be proud of yourself even if you have this disorder. EVERYONE has problems, everyone has their own issues, some are just more visible than others. Be proud of who you are and FUCK anyone that is going to stare at you and be rude. Get in their face and correct them. If their parents had brought them up correctly, they would know that it is RUDE to stare at someone!!
well I guess that’s it for today. I have had the day to myself for the first time in a long time, and I have been using the time to clean up house which badly needed to be done. I’ve only been cleaning for about an hour, and I feel so much better already! 
laterzz!