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Medication Options for Trichotillomania ..

Over the last couple of weeks I’ve been talking with my doctor about trying medication (again) for my severe trichotillomania, which has been persisting since age 14.  (I am now about to turn 30, so this has been going on over half my life.)  In the past I tried Cymbalta, and Zoloft, and Naltrexone.  After 4 months on Cymbalta, I didn’t notice much of a reduction in my pulling urges, or in my OCD symptoms, either.  So I discontinued that.  Discouraged, I didn’t try another medication until last year, when I tried Zoloft.  After a few months of this, I didn’t like the sexual dysfunction side effects and discontinued that medication as well - I was not seeing any benefit from this medication either.   I gave Naltrexone a shot for 3 months and didn’t notice any improvement with that either.

I have been doing Cognitive Behavior Therapy for 1.5 years now - it shouldn’t have been for this long, but I had several interruptions in the treatment (changing of doctors due to them leaving, going on pregnancy leave, etc)

At this point in time I feel that I’ve somewhat exhausted some of the CBT methods to the point where they aren’t as meaningful, so I am going to try the combination of CBT and medicine now.

After reviewing more choices, my choice now seems to lie between Clomipramine (which seems to have show the highest success rate for Trich) and Welbutrin, which has also been shown to be effective for some.  I’ve been going back and forth between these 2 for some time.  It’s hard to decide … I’d like to go for the Clomipramine because of it’s documented success rate - however, I have other additional problems as well, including anxiety, attention deficit disorder and depression - all of which Welbutrin can impact positively.  The clomipramine focuses solely on the OCD-like symptoms… less on the depression and concentration issues.

Then again, do I really want to be on one of these long-term?  I feel as if I don’t, but the attention issues are certainly a problem that will persist for some time.  If the Welbutrin does help with that, then perhaps I would want to continue taking it for at least a few years.  The clomipramine I’d be more likely to want to discontinue sooner, probably.  My OCD symptoms alone aren’t bothersome enough to really interfere in my life, but I am skeptical that a year on medication and some CBT will cure a life-long problem.  So then.. perhaps it WOULD be better to stay on a medication long-term (a few years)… and if so, it might as well be one that’s beneficial in other ways…  like the Welbutrin.

The sexual side effects, well… I’ve decided that this time.. that’s not worth it.  A few years ago I was younger and that sort of thing seemed more important … orgasms were something I refused to give up then.   This happens to be a good time to try again though, because I am not in a relationship, for the first time in awhile… so I feel that any sexual dysfunction now wouldn’t be as much of an issue.

So then.. I guess the decision has been made… I hope it is a good one.  I will begin on Welbutrin (Bupropion) .. 100mg… today. At the moment I am still with a shaved head to avoid all temptation of pulling.  In a few months, the bald spots currently present, should be filling in… and by then, hopefully the medication and the CBT will be working well.

I hope this will help me…   here goes.

eh

sad to say that nothing’s changed, although I have to admit I haven’t been trying very hard. I’ve been away traveling and dealing with grief and stress… haven’t seen my Dr in awhile.  the Naltrexone doesn’t seem to really be doing much on its own. <p>

I now have a bunch of very large spots all over my head, (the follicle obsession has been VERY strong recently… spend a lot of time thinking/obsessing over it even when I’m not doing it) and for the first time I pulled a lot from the very front, the fine wispy stuff around my forehead, so I’ve got these like 3-inch around circles coming in on both sides of my forehead… VERY hard to hide, I’ve been having to basically wear a headband any time I go out.  getting to feel pretty awkward around my partner.  I’m worried about how long it’s going to take those spots to fill in because the fine hair always takes a lot longer.  *sigh*  =/

update / Naltrexone

the Naltrexone makes me a little sleepy so I take it before bed… which is an added bonus since sometimes it’s pretty hard fo me to fall asleep lately..

anyhow, I haven’t noticed any decrease in the desire to pull, but I DO think I notice that it is becoming easier to stop once the cycle has already started.  If you’re a puller, I’m sure you know how hard it is to stop once you get going.  In fact, many times you can have a pull free day if you just stop yourself from starting… it’s once you start that it gets out of control.
I’ve noticed a few times recently that my little conversations within myself “you should stop this because of X.. or Y”  actually get through to the rest of my brain, and I’ve been able to stop.   Of course, the urge comes back soon so I have to make sure I keep busy… but it’s becoming a little easier to stop!

now I just need to get back on track with my cognitive behavioral therapy.  We put that on hold for about 2 months while I was traveling and dealing with all of my other stressful issues, but we’re going to start back up again next week.  I think I will be armed and ready to fight a new battle soon!!  :)

been awhile

wish I was able to update a little more often. but there’s so little time sometimes, and then when there is… the last thing I want to do is write about my hair-pulling problem…

anyway, I went off the Zoloft because of a few things. 1, I was starting to feel a little “weird” …  a side effect of being on anti-depressants.  The sexual dysfunction issue was a problem.  I thought I didn’t mind it at first but it started to get to me.  And finally, I wasn’t noticing any change in the hair pulling frequency… although the Dr. recommended that I try doubling the dose to get the desired effect… I just didn’t want to do that.

Then I spiraled into an uncontrollable and very fast decline over the last month which has left me with about 30% of my hair intact. At first I tried to disguise this as a mowhawk, but the mowhawk only lasted about a week before that was half gone, too.  It was so bad in this last week that it’s all right in front of my crown and pretty impossible to hide even by wearing a headband in front.  I pulled so much there that it caused these weird, irritated and itchy little bumps on my scalp. (wtf??) … the skin is all sore and scaly feeling there.  :[  I’m trying not to be too hard on myself, as I’m going through a very traumatic and trying time.  (I lost my father at the end of Jan… then a whole bunch of other bad shit started happening… getting evicted… loosing what I thought were good friends… etc etc)   even my therapist (the lovely Dr Sarah Markowitz at MGH)  agreed that now may not be the best time to be very concerned over the hair stuff.  so… we’re going to work on more pressing issues for awhile and then get back to the hair issue.

In the meantime… I’m now trying Naltrexone.  My partner is actually on Naltrexone to fight his alcoholism.  My Harvard psychology professor recommended that as an option awhile back… and now I’m trying it.  It’s an opiod blocker … helps with addictions… what I’m hoping it will do is decrease the urge to pull, and also take away the pleasurable feeling that I am addicted to.  It’s been 3 days, and the first 2 days I was extremely tired.  But already the pleasurable feeling seems to be decreasing, so that’s a good sign.I guess we’ll see how this goes…… here’s hoping for some better results than the anti-depressants…