sigh
well, the eyebrows had STARTED to grow back…. they were about halfway there… but I just pulled them while laying here in bed, restless. I guess bed is the worst place for me…. always has been, really. That’s where the whole behaviour even began, all those years ago…..
have only pulled a few strands from the crown, but my hair isn’t very long yet. since the rest of the bald patches are still catching up on the top, I will be keeping it short until those fill in. Almost time to buzz it again soon. I do that about every 2 weeks or less. What a pain. It has to be done though…. it looks pretty bad if I don’t.
my female co workers were bothering me about it again. one of them in particular keeps telling me I should grow my hair, I’d look so good with long hair, blah blah. I really want to tell her to shut the fuck up already. It really bothers me and I’ve already dismissed her several times now. This time she brought it up in front of another of the girls I work with and that made it even fuckin worse. I wish people would just leave me alone. Why is my fuckin hair so important to them?