Entries Tagged as 'side effects'

hmm

nothing much new, although today and yesterday I was pulling more than I have been lately. maybe that’s because I got drunk the night before.. I dunno. I wish I could keep listening to my hypnotism tapes, but I’m so afraid of them getting destroyed/eaten by the players. I need to just…. get that stuff onto my computer so I don’t ever have to worry about it. hmm…. back when I lived with my parents, wayyy back in the day, I borrowed a tape deck from my dad and hooked it up, somehow. That’s how I used to record my vocals for my music back then. if I could just remember how I did that, now…. lol. *scratches head*….

so anyway, as I thought…. I’m definetely not doing as well now without the extensions in place to cover up the hair so I can’t get at it. =/ I STILL have not found anyone in Boston to take care of it for me, yet, although a co-worker of mine says she may know someone who’s dad owns a salon. At this point I’m willing to settle for something very basic, just in the interest of preserving the few spots that do have long hair right now. I’d say maybe around 30-35% is grown in at the moment…

the fuckin assistant from Dr. Doherty’s office called me today and left a message, guess she’s trying to check up on me? Gee, thanks, almost 2 weeks later. I was calling them repeatedly because I was very concerned about how awful I felt after I went off the cymbalta/duloxetine …. I was basically begging them to set me up with a blood test or something, just to make sure I was ok, because I was so sick for about 4 weeks I thought there was something seriously wrong with me.  They gave me a run-around about it and basically didn’t do anything to try and set that up even after I started getting angry and coming close to threatening legal action.  Thankfully at this point, thank GOD, I seem to be getting better. I was seriously worried about it… and they didn’t seem to care all that much. The doctor didn’t even call me back himself!! I’ll never be doing a med trial at MGH again. They don’t even care about their patients when its just an experiment, it seems. nice indeed.

anyways, that’s about it for now I guess. I’ve been thinking of adding some more content to this blog, like maybe a review list of products that I’ve used that seemed to help, or didn’t help… etc. I will also be expanding the links section when I have the time, to share some of the websites I have found useful.

Goodnight.

fuck..

(this entry was taken from a previous journal, before I made this one:)

10pm -just when things were starting to look better… =/
that horrible pain in my stomach is back.* it’s been crippling me for several hours and I can only pray it doesn’t stay long…
my left eyebrow is entirely gone from just the last few hours, and I have 2 new spots on my head. FUCK man.
I guess this shit has to happen because my life is about to get better…. was all excited and shit for all the things that are going down… new job loc… maybe moving back home with my boy…

god this fuckin hurts =/
*sigh*

10:30pm: and now the right one is gone…
was kinda wondering when the next time would be when I’d have nothing there again for awhile….=(

* - this had previously been a bothersome condition of my stomach a few times in the distant past - but I later found out it was a result (they like to call it a “side effect”) of taking the duloxetine / cymbalta!!!