meh…
not such a great day today for the hair pulling. I did it in a few various different spots on my head, each spot with enough damage to make the already filling-in spots just a little bit wider…
trying not to get too upset about it right now since I really have a lot that I’m juggling right now…
still sucks though. doesnt help that I’m obsessed with the follicles, either. there’s something so satisfying about that noise it makes when you bite into them… like a snap.. or a pop… they way it feels between your teeth. I don’t know why I like it so much. what a strange thing to be obsessed about. sometimes I think about it even when I’m not pulling… even if I don’t have any hair to pull.. or if I REALLY cant pull like if I’m out somewhere in public… I think about biting the follicles so much it drives me crazy… over and over again… biting into the nice thick follicle shaft… *POP*…
arggghhhh.
maybe I should ask Arthur to help me with that part of it. make it seem less… incredibly awesome, for whatever reason.. hehh. what a weird disease =/