ow =/
vacation was nice, but unfortunately it wasn’t so nice to my head. I guess I was a bit absent-minded and bored, because it was worse than it’s been in quite a long time… =( I have a gigantic spot coming up the right side of my head now, behind my ear. impossible to hide despite the light color of my hair now. left side of head behind ear now has a spot about half the size of the other… and of course one a bit larger than a quarter right smack in the middle of my crown. the same spots as always…… it hurts quite a lot now, too. my inded finger and thumb are sore from all the pulling I’ve done in the last week. it had to have been several hundred hairs, maybe close to a thousand. ugh. how awful…. I’ve been enjoying biting off all the fat follicles as well. I’m right back in there in that mindset now….. must make appt my with hypnotherapist asap, now that I’m back. hoping to get that scheduled this week. shouldn’t wait so long in between appointments… (its been almost 3 months now I think) …at the very least I think I need to go once a month…….
still, hopefully I can get back in control…. hoping to get some more extensions put in for awhile, but still haven’t found anyone in my area that does what I’m looking for…..
well… guess that’s it…… I’m pretty bummed out, but hey… the cycle continues… guess I’ll be spending a lot more time in front of my l.e.d light now……. been biting some of the nails of my right hand, too…. in fact, my index finger is particularly sore now since I bit that one really far down… and have been putting all that pressure on it w/the pulling as well…
mehh.. well.. least I’ve been able to leave my eyebrows alone for the time being ;/