ow..
I pulled both of my eyebrows completely off last night, while I was in bed reading. Again… they had only have grown back from the previous episode. This seems to be the usual cycle with me. I only make it a certain amount of time before doing it all over again.
The area is very sore and tender… it hurt while I was doing it, but I couldn’t stop.
so… it’s back to looking like a cancer patient again.
this has definetely gotten me nervous in regards to the rest of my hair, which I have not begun to grow yet (I’m still waiting for those other spots on the front of my crown to catch up, as they are pretty noticeable, still). How am I going to leave my hair alone if I can’t leave my eyebrows alone? =(
I really hope that I can do this…. I’m going to try hard…. I am so tired of not having hair, and feeling self-concious about being bald and a girl…. I’m tired of getting made fun of for not having hair. I hope that I can do it………
and now I just hope that I can leave my eyebrows alone for the next 2 months while they fill in again. and continue to leave them alone after that. but… we’ll see…..