looked in the mirror… eyebrows are completely gone. =(
looks like I’ll get to draw them in for several weeks… again….
I really suck at drawing my eyebrows…. they’re always non-symmetrical…..
and now I gotta worry about them coming off, in the rain… or if I smudge them with my hand during the day…… or in the morning, if I spend the night with the guy I’ve been seeing…………
oh well =(
Finals week has me pretty stressed. I pulled the outer edges of my eyebrows last night. (I always pull from the outside first) and now, for the last hour, in between my typing strokes, I’ve been slowly but surely tearing the rest of them out. I haven’t gotten up to to look in the mirror yet. But they’re at least 75% gone. It might be best to shave the rest off at this point =/
I can’t remember the last time I had full eyebrows.
My hair is doing alright, since I’ve been keeping it too short to pull. But I’m already getting really tired of having a shaved head. I feel very… butch. I suppose I’m going to keep it this way for awhile still. It’d be nice to get through the whole summer without having to hide my head or feel deathly afraid someone’s going to see my bald spots. No one has any idea about my crippling mental illness, for the time being, and that’s nice.
but I don’t really feel all that attractive sometimes. although I do look good with a shaved head, I obviously don’t feel very feminine… and although this only bothers me sometimes, it’s enough to make me wish I could grow it a little.
*sigh* I dunno what I’m going to do about that…..I guess we’ll see how the rest of the summer goes…
man my eyebrows hurt =/