blahhhhh!
total relapse! I’ve been going non-stop since that last entry, 3 hours ago =( just laying here in bed with my laptop. Lost track a long time ago, I’m probably up near 100 strands by now. I can’t seem to stop now, for more than a few minutes anyway… too far into the trance. My bf should be home in less than an hour, I really hope he’ll hurry up and get home soon and save me! heh… he doesn’t even know… all he knows is I have hair loss due to stress, that’s all I’ve filled him in on…
my crown is getting thin again, even with the extensions in, there are some sections that were too short… so I’ve been pulling those… now I have to spend like 20 minutes every day arranging my hair so that the extension pieces cover the bald spots.. I feel like the old bald guy trying to comb-over his balding head… =/
but still, I can’t stop… and the little pricks of sensation whenever a hair gets pulled from my scalp, that are supposed to be painful… actually feel good.. and addicting…
I’d better make sure sure to brush all the hair I’ve pulled off the sheets and whatever else it may be piled upon now…
sigh.